FUCK! holy fucking shit! jesus fucking christ! fuckity fuck fuck fuck.

ok im good.

i needed to vent because i hate my fucking job. i.hate.it. i hate it. there's nothing worse than fast food slave labor. but i get all week off after tomorrow so rock on.

the only thing good about today is that i kinda reconciled with this person i've been talkin about who isn't talking to me, well, we're talkign again. im not so sure she wants to talk to me, she's a much better person than i am, but we're friends and i dont like not talking to her.

also, another good thing today, i was all pissed at work, ready to go off on my manager and i go home and on the way home i listen to my savage garden tape (lame i know) but it made me feel SO MUCH BETTER and i have no idea why. i think it reminded me of when i was younger and didn't have difficult shit to deal with and oh my god i just can't describe it and i know it sounds gay but i dont know, it was beautiful.

so, gotta work tomorrow 6-12. that sucks. i may or may not do productive things beforehand, or i might sleep. i've been in quite the pissy mood for the past couple of days and ya know, im not all that happy of a person, but at least i can kinda maintain my composure and seem happy. im getting to the point where i dont fucking care if people know im in a bad mood or not. maybe on wednesday when we have our scrimmage i'll be in a better mood. yea, definately by then.

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