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that's what i'm doin these days2004-05-02 & 10:36 p.m. I actually don't like this template like I thought I was going to. It's not really that big of a deal because it's only temporary because l.bug is making me one that is speshul. So, what's been going on with me...hmm let's see. My patience(spelling? yes, no, maybe so?) is wearing thin and it shouldn't be, but lo, it is and here's my excuses. - Jamie broke her wrist/arm/hand or something and now I'm doing things for her and doing her chores in addition to mine. I should want to do those things and be nice but I'm kind of a bitch, I will try to have a better attitude about that. -I am getting piss poor grades, my best friend likes to get mad at me, and my other friends are all hooking up with it each other making it difficult for me to find it fun hanging out with them sometimes. That stuff is all my fault and I have no right to bitch about it. -I'm depressed about 80% of the time, which is bad. I shouldn't be and I really don't like talking about it which is what everyone wants to do oddly enough. It's either about a)i have two friends that died and i'll never see them again and im constantly praying for the day when my sister can walk again and prayin is kind of weird when i'm questioning the whole existance of God right now or b)i'm a hormonal typical teenage girl. who knows? Good things happening: -My car is back on the road. Yee haw. -Volleyball has started up again. Twice a week. -I've figured out something to do with my nappy hair. -I'm living, breathing, and I have lots to be thankful for. That's what's been going on. |
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